I think for now I'm throwing in the tri towel.
I'm just not enjoying myself.
And this is what it was supposed to be about.
I need to decompress a bit.
Swim when I want.
Bike when I want.
Run...well...that's just a part of who I am.
It's not thinking I can't do it.
Because I know I can.
I could do it tomorrow.
It's not about fear.
It's not about being a slacker.
It's not about being burnt out.
It's not about the will power.
It's about just not having the spirit.
I'm still kinda torn cuz I don't quit.
I always follow things through.
But I think for my mind, heart, body and spirit this is the best thing.
And if it takes throwing in the tri towel for getting the above mentioned back in order, then so be it.